It rips me up
Spits me out
I m messed up
In this rut
Caught up in this system
Put down as another victim
My fingernails are fading away
And my hair is looking lazy
But that s okay, yeah, but I think I may go crazy

This time I have don t feel my own
This life I live feels like a joke
But still I try to take control
Still on my own, all alone

Here I go again
Go
I lie awake
In my car
At the park
I
I run away
It s half past three and I can t sleep
Looking up at the stars
Looking up in the dark

This time I have don t feel my own
This life I live feels like a joke
But still I try to take control
Still on my own, all alone